so, just entered a contest and won.... i'm in the semi's.... and i'll be published..... ig uess.... cant wait?  woot for poetry.... hopefully i actually win something, though.... like the $1,000..... i like that. lol oh well.... oh oh!!

and i found out i'm not pregnant....(went through a prego scare....) seriosuly i was ready to change everything in my life...and now i'm in the clear...i guess.... though one of my other friends is "pregnant". i almost dont htink that she is...i think she just wants a way home so she can hook up with her ex again. i give up, its stupid.... i still have to finish getting all my shit from over there.... yay.